Dissapointment

Why do I ever let myself get my hopes up?? It always end in disappointment. I have a wonderful boyfriend an awesome dog and an adorable guinea pig. As long as I don't f it up, my roommate is my friend. My big and I are getting better and that's about all I have. My littles never talk to me and my parents treat my like shit and it only gets worse with age. Why is my life this way??? Idk sometimes I think God decided I suck. Idk. I know I should be thankful but it's hard.

Hi

It's cold in my room with out heat. I need socks but I dont want to get up. I need to go to Walmart but again, I don't want to get up lol. Maybe I'll just suck it up. Worth a try right? Ok here we go...

look dad a lion!

I got to watch all the precious baby gams try out for using today! it was adorable and soooo cute!
I loved it!! so its the middle of the second week of school and i am already loving this semester!! yay!!! is it weird that i am already ready for big/little??? to soon??? ya... probably. BUT I AM! i want twins... it will be adorable!

AH-DOOR-ABLE!

GAH COME FASTER!

Jefferson

I love Jefferson Alexander Ballinger Gray! He is the best man ever. I love you honey bee!

Chrissy is the best rooms evaaah!! Boom love you girl had a blast tonight!!

So much fun forever!

today

Today was a rough day... It started out amazing, and I had a WONDERFUL day with Jefferson snuggling and napping!!!!! Also I had a relaxing time at the spa get my nails done with the girlies. I had a stressful night though... I'm just going to attribute that to being tired from work week and being stressed out. I got to see my adorable guinea pig and puppy today!!!! They're both getting so big!!!


Jefferson Gray is amazing and wonderful at making me feel better and less stressed!


I love you Jeff-Jeff!!!


Day 1 of recruitment starts bright and early tomorrow!!!


Good Night

Lately.

And hours later my body finally gives a plea for sleep. Would have thought it would have come earlier...

I've recently become obsessed with monk. It's really very good. Also I have pleurisy. It is very very painful. Feels like a constant heart attack even though it's the pleura space around the lungs that's inflamed and swollen. The fourth was ok. The boat broke Sunday and then the fireworks were almost called off that night because of rain. My best friend didn't tell me she was only coming for two nights until after we'd spent four hours at urgent care and an hour before we left for the lake. That was a real downer. Over all I don't rank this anywhere near my top favorites, but it was ok. At least I finished my homework on time...

06:14:11

Chemistry............... Nough said.




Today is going to be a busy day! Class forever. Grocery shopping getting mom a new key. Baking banana bread. Homework. Cleaning my room. And so on and so forth.


This last weekend was wonderful. Went to Norman to see jefferson and that was superb. I love that guy. One of my favorite moments was when peanut Marty Jeff and I were all snuggling on the bed. It was perfect. Well back to class.