Dissapointment

Why do I ever let myself get my hopes up?? It always end in disappointment. I have a wonderful boyfriend an awesome dog and an adorable guinea pig. As long as I don't f it up, my roommate is my friend. My big and I are getting better and that's about all I have. My littles never talk to me and my parents treat my like shit and it only gets worse with age. Why is my life this way??? Idk sometimes I think God decided I suck. Idk. I know I should be thankful but it's hard.

Hi

It's cold in my room with out heat. I need socks but I dont want to get up. I need to go to Walmart but again, I don't want to get up lol. Maybe I'll just suck it up. Worth a try right? Ok here we go...